Thursday, August 16, 2007

2015.26 miles

Approximately 2,015 miles away, my future may await. I’m not completely sure if what is in store, but it feels like it could be big. There are big decisions to be made. There are sacrifices to be made. There are egos that must be set aside. It could be beautiful or it could be one big mistake. Vulnerability is what’s at stake. Opening one’s heart fully and completely is on the line. Complete surrender to another is the ambition. Can this future hold something beautiful and promising or something ugly and painful? It’s that big. It’s that important. It’s that incredible. I need a light to guide me. I need a sign. I need divine intervention.

I know, I know, Ms. Scary Prosecutor of S.Co. I keep get involved in these crazy long distance entanglements. Nobody in Louisville understands me. I don’t listen to silly, asinine songs like “hey, bay, bay.” (as soon as I heard it I was like WTF!). I don’t wear burgundy hair. I don’t “Greek” style sandals laced up to my kneecaps. I just don’t fit in! LOL! I listen to Beck, Gorillaz, John Legend, Jonny Lang & Alice Smith. I wear my real hair at its natural color. I wear flip-flops whenever possible. I only wear TWO rings (one on each hand). It’s hard being me, but sooooo fun!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Do you really want to know the outcome, or wonder the rest of your life what could have been?